Why my heart is so hurt

Mmmmmhhhh why my heart is so hurt listening his answer, seems that's all my responsibilities, can you help me for a while, can I take a break? I am a human i need a little a break. Mmmhhhhh i still need sosialization.  Why everybody can do it easily n with open heart i can do for other people. Why i can not???? On the top of that when one of my love says that he likes more the other than mine. Oh God i am so saddddd today. Oh nooo am a bit crying now

Life is so unfair.